Darling....

Allot of things are running through my mind right now.

All this while, I’ve always put so much expectation on myself and I am those people who never really care to appreciate or even pay any attention to people around me – their needs, their feelings are always neglected by me. I am also those sort of person that portrays a strong and courage’s attitude, but in reality, I am really not.

All I wanted was just to take charges of my life and determine the directions I want tomorrow to go in. I was thinking maybe it’s about time I give or do something back to my darling.

But how?? Isn’t it too late now??

Darling,

I really hope you understand my situation. I have no choice. I am not those heartless person, like you’ve always said I am. I am really sorry if I’ve made u feel this way, trust me, deep down in my heart, my love for you will never changed. Infact, after all these years being together, I am starting to see so many beautiful attributes in you.

I am so glad that you are a part of my life – to share myself with you, and to walk together on the paths that took us in so many beautiful directions. Remember my promises?? I promised you that we’ll live to love each other and watch each other grow old. That’s my wish.

Like you, I am having a very hard time coping with my life right now. I hope u too will settle down soon, accepting the fact that I am no longer there to be with you all the time. Learn to be independent and most of all be brave. It takes a strong person to deal with tough times. I promise, everything will be fine – we both will deal and go through the hard times together, and we both will cope with the changes together.

Thank you for being so understanding and supportive. I want you to now that I love you and so many of my smile depended on you.

Love,
me