It's loo late

1305 : The plane finally took off. I peered out of the window with my tears rolling down my cheeks, hoping to get a glimpse of my darling somewhere.

“Goodbye, darling. Promise to take good care of yourself okay ?. I will be back soon, don’t worry about me, I’ll take good care of myself too.”

I later fell asleep with exhaustion written all over my face. The stream of tears had dried up.

1605 : I’ve finally touched down at the Airport. I walk like a dead zombie with a heavy heart towards the immigration. After collecting my luggage, I walked hesitantly towards my collogue waiting at the arrivals, then heads off to my new house.

I broke down once again after my colleague left. My mind was miles and miles away and pictures of my darling came flashing through my mind non-stop. I pick up the phone and decided to call him. We both cried over the phone, I could feel his loneliness already.

“I miss you dear; I wished you didn’t have to leave. My life is so empty without you around. I cried after sending you off” he said.

I was devastated and heart broken to hear that. Why didn’t you tell me this before?? I was angry at myself that very moment…. How could I be so selfish?

Once again, I cried my self to sleep that nite, this time, I was alone - without him by my side.

I felt so cold and lonely………