Let go and fly away....

I guess, sometimes we just have to learn to let go. We all hate to fail, hate to give up and hate to be looked down by others. But sometimes, when there's nothing else we can do in lives, we need to recognize those moments and walk away with pride intact and dignity high.

The Crossroads

Only you know where this road will lead,
only you know my destiny.
You gave me the decision to make,
you have faith in the road I will take.

I can't worry about the people it will affect,
there will be no time for regret.
There won't be any turning back,
I'll have my faith in my backpack.

You have taught me very well,
your teachings will help me prevail.
I have reached the crossroads in my life,
I know I've done the best I can.......

I'm Confused

This week has been of a constant high and low for me, and at the end of it, I am face with yet the biggest and hardest obstacle in my entire life. The decsion I make is gonna change my life entirely. Therefor, so much things are running in my mind right now. I am really at lost on what to do and what's next that gonna happen. It's been worrying, hectic and i felt as if the weight of a mountain are on my shoulders now.

i think the strain i am feeling right now has taken its toll. Today, i am at the bottom. This is the moment where i question myself whether the path i've taken was a mistake.

i've again sunk into a deep depression, suffered panic attacks and i am also refusing to talk to my darling about my problems at all, yet. i think i might as well talk to him after i've made up my mind on the path of life i wanna take.

So, please bear with me darling......