tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-191421362011-07-28T19:41:22.930+08:00I’ve always wanted to start a site or write a blog – a site for us. A blog about the ups and downs sharing my life with my darling. Just like any other couples, the two of us have been through many good and hard times together. By sharing this blog, I once again felt encourage to brave my dream. Hi, welcome to my blog and this is my story.....Borneo Kinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720185695692242647noreply@blogger.comBlogger381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19142136.post-1141560838740395702006-03-03T19:55:00.000+08:002006-03-05T20:13:58.873+08:00

I guess, sometimes we just have to learn to let go. We all hate to fail, hate to give up and hate to be looked down by others. But sometimes, when there's nothing else we can do in lives, we need to recognize those moments and walk away with pride intact and dignity high.

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Only you know where this road will lead,only you know my destiny.You gave me the decision to make,you have faith in the road I will take.I can't worry about the people it will affect,there will be no time for regret.There won't be any turning back,I'll have my faith in my backpack.You have taught me very well,your teachings will help me prevail.I have reached the crossroads in my life,I know I've

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This week has been of a constant high and low for me, and at the end of it, I am face with yet the biggest and hardest obstacle in my entire life. The decsion I make is gonna change my life entirely. Therefor, so much things are running in my mind right now. I am really at lost on what to do and what's next that gonna happen. It's been worrying, hectic and i felt as if the weight of a mountain

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I’ve been listening to this song by James Blunt – Goodbye My Lover, and I must say that this song is one of the best I’ve heard in my life, seriously. This track encapsulates a distinctive vocal with beautiful melodies and emotional lyrics. This song kills me, it’s so heart wrenching that everytime I listen to it, it made me shed tears. This song makes me remember what it is like to go through

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Gosh… it's been a weeks since my last posted something here. Sorry for the long break and as usual, my excuses are always the same…. Long holiday breaks, no internet connection, busy with works and maybe it was all because I was too lazy to blog these days. Well… for whatever reason it may be, I am just glad that I am back, getting my mood ready for full swing to start blogging again.

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Your Birthdate: January 14You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.Your strength: Your superstar charismaYour weakness: Commitment means

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Hi Darling,First of all..... Happy Birthday to you. Hope your day is filled with nothing but happiness not just on this special day but every day. Thank you for the many memories we've shared during our entire journey that we've walk through together. Darling, I also want to thank you for coming into my life, and its like i've known you forever. You totally changed my life.I love you with all my

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Oh this journey, this path through lifeDay after day, night after nightCan't sleep it away, can't put it behindIt's there in my mind, its part of the timeThis journey's the path through the stages in lifeIt unravels the mysteries, shows us the lightPresents to us choices from which we must decideThere's no time to thinkIs there somewhere to hide?So we use our own judgment andpressed by time we

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My darling and I went for a short trip in Singapore on Christmas day when I was back in KL for Christmas and New Year holiday recently. The trip was great and I sure did have the most enjoyable time of my life being able to spend Christmas with my darling. It was a wish comes true for me….. Thanks darling.I must say that time sure flies and how I wished I could spend more time with my darling

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I know... I know…. I have not been blogging that much recently and will you stop bugging me about this please ??? Well, my blog has been missing its entries because over the last few weeks, I’ve lost the motivation to blog, especially when I have to write about my boring life here in Borneo.The new year was all over and ahead of us lies a brand new year. Looking back, 2005 has been the most

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Yeeayyy… another 20 odd hours to go before I could board on the plane that’s gonna fly me back to kl. HERE I COME KUALA LUMPUR !!!!! At least, for the rest of the week, I’ll not have to think about my work here. You know what? Life does feel better, when you don’t have to think about work all the time. It’s like detaching yourself from it….. You know what I mean. Oohhh it’s gonna be so

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Ho...Ho...ho....have you guys been good boys this year ???Here,I would like thank you guys for the kindnessand the friendship that all of you have bestowed on me throughout this year.I appreciate all of your friendship more than you know.My wish for all of you is may this holiday seasonbe filled with peace and contentment for all.Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year too............and to my

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Him ~ Don't worry! I'm ok. Just can't wait for another 2 days more to see u. I didn't sleep well these few days even thoughI tried counting the stars... hopefully when u r back i will be able to hv a good sleep beside you. Darling...i'll definitely sleep like a pig at home..... there's just no better place than being at home, a home that stored many happy memories of us together !!!

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I guess the trauma and the difficult time had left me feeling angry and quite emotioanal last night and I might have expressed it inappropriately. It’s so silly for the both of us to even go over the top on this."Stop making a big issue of It okay darling ... ?"

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"it was a friendship....that became a secret...there are places that we can't return ...there are lies we have to tell ...there are truth we can't deny."Yo guys... check this movie out. It's an epic love story between 2 cowboys Jack Twist (Jake Gyllenhaal) and Ennis Del Mar (Heath Ledger) hired to herd sheep on Wyoming’s Brokeback Mountain. But neither anticipates having a romantic relationship

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"i am so sorry....""i am so sorry.. ." "i am so sorry...."i am sorry.. .." "i am sorry""i am so sorry......""i am so sorry... " i am so sorry..........""i am sorry......""i am sorry..............""i am sorry............""i am sorry..... " "i am so sorry..."i am so sorry... darling. words cannot express my feelings in my heart. i know i said something that hurt your

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Gimme a reason....Why I'm feeling so blue ,Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you ,Gimme a reason ....

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it's been over a month now..... the day i left you exactly a month ago, and i missed you so much.Time goes by so slowly for those who wait.... No time to hesitate....Those who run seem to have all the fun.I'm caught up...I don't know what to do...

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i went to bed quite early last nite after speaking to my darling over the phone. ealier, i had been doing allot of thinking about my future here in borneo and i was actually feeling abit angry and depressed deep inside. the more ithought about it, the more anxious i became. Well, for some reason, my unconscious mind decided to wake me up by a terrible dream in the middle of the nite. Apparently,

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Dammit .... ever since i was back to my work here, i was flooded with loads and loads of work to be done. hey... i thought i finished all my work b4 i left kl ?? hmmm..... i guess it's a good thing for me to keep myself busy at work rather than doing nothing at all (at least i won't be yawning all the time in the office and knowing there's still unfinished work for me to the next day will

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Tomorrow will be my sad day again, cos u will be leaving back to Borneo after spending a week with me. I noticed you are not at yr usual mood today, perhaps felt sad to leave me and be back to yr isolated place...so do I. Darling! I must say I really enjoyed and happy being with u this whole week, spending quality time together, shopping, dine, watch movies etc .....do things like we used to do

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I know i have not been blogging much these days... as much as i wanted to so, i just felt that there's nothing interesting or even anything amazing happening to my life here in Borneo. Everytime i wanted to blog, i am just lost for words or even stories to write. sorry guys !!! .... I have nothing worthwhile to write about my life at the moment.I went back to KL last week and i must say that it

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It's World Aids Day today... this day is officially declare in 1988 in order to raise awareness, and to fight prejudice to those people living with AIDS......and it reminds me of one of my very dear friend who is diagnosed with AIDS, which changes his lives dramatically. Whenever I think of this friend of mine, I think of a person with enormous strength. Despite having to endure a future of so

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From the other end, I could felt something is terribly wrong with my darling. He sounded very moody and sad. It’s just not his usual self. It worried me the whole morning.He never like to share his thoughts and feelings with me. He is those person who is not very good at expressing himselves. Unlike me, when there’s a problem, he’ll just put on a moody face, and keep everything to himself. Maybe

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For a moment I felt so close to you.It’s like a piece of you has arrived here with me.That’s the package I asked darling to pack and send over to me. To my surprised, there’s another surprise for me in that box. Thanks darling, it’s so thoughtful of you.It’s Saturday and I finish work early. I was kind of bored as I still haven’t figure out what to do after that. Yeah, if only my darling was

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I was having difficulties sleeping these few nights despite me taking those tranquillizer pills. What is wrong with me? I rolled around on the bed with pepper last night, thinking of tomorrow. I was kind of anxious and didn't know what to expect.The room was totally dark and time seemed to move so slowly. I fell asleep and then I woke up again. It was still dark, and cold. Strange, for other days

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I was on the phone with my darling last night, chatting about my work here and what stuffs I needed him to send over, gossiping about our friends in kl as to what happened between who and who, yada, yada, yada.He later told me that he is very lonely without my presence.To be frank darling, I am not better off here too. I am lonely too, but what can we do? Do we have any choice? Come to think of

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Being alone in an unfamiliar and isolated place can be scary at times. Depression sets in everytime I finished work, when its time to go home. Since I am confined at home most of the time after work, there’s just absolutely nothing much activities for me to kill time other than watching tv,….watch tv… errr… and watch more tv’s !!!I really had to accept the fact that there’s no turning back,

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Dear all.... Meet "Pepper", my new freind here in the "rainforest in Borneo". Pepper had been bunked with me for the past one week in my room, we even vegetated before the idiot box every nite watching astro. Trust me, we were so bored we even watched the Vaan channel on astro channel 6. Well... at least he is not complaining. What a true companion !!!

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I think of you always, darling. So bad, even in sleep I dream of you. I missed you. I missed the sweet smile on your face, I missed the way you when you hugged me tight when we cuddled up in the bed to sleep on a cold night, I missed peering secrectly at your face while you were sleeping and ...I missed waking up in the morning without having you by my side. I missed you dearly, darling.I love

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Allot of things are running through my mind right now. All this while, I’ve always put so much expectation on myself and I am those people who never really care to appreciate or even pay any attention to people around me – their needs, their feelings are always neglected by me. I am also those sort of person that portrays a strong and courage’s attitude, but in reality, I am really not. All I

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1305 : The plane finally took off. I peered out of the window with my tears rolling down my cheeks, hoping to get a glimpse of my darling somewhere. “Goodbye, darling. Promise to take good care of yourself okay ?. I will be back soon, don’t worry about me, I’ll take good care of myself too.”I later fell asleep with exhaustion written all over my face. The stream of tears had dried up.1605 : I’ve

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I woke up quite early this morning to finish packing up for my other stuffs. My darling is still sleeping and I didn’t have the heart to wake him up yet.We later drove to the airport.We didn’t talk much during the journey; we just held our hands tightly as he was concentrating driving. I kept telling myself to be strong and never to let him see me cry. I wanted to portray a strong image for him

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Last nite was spent with just the two of us –my darling and me.I guessed I wasn’t my usual self that nite, and my darling was feeling terribly sad and worried. My head is still reeling from the reality that I’ll be leaving the very next day. We both knew it’s gonna be our last nite together and he was trying his best not to show his sadness to me. Like wise, I was confused, and wished that I had

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Hmm… I’ve always knew this day will come… that’s why I never really like to stress or think about it so often. All these while, I’ve been so attached of having my darling around and I really can’t imagine my days without him, not even a single day. And now, it seems that I’ll have to spent the rest of my life here(God knows for how long )Last nite, I received a call from my big Boss asking me to

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